Some of you may wonder...what's the obsession with Austria? Why would she want to live there? The decision is difficult and at the moment nothing is permanent but for the next two years I will still be abroad. At this point, I still want to see much of the world and will take fate's path where it wants to lead me.
Let me explain my passion a bit....
I. It started at a young age hiking:
II. I'm a Romantic:
As a romantic I love things that are old in style, warm, crumbling, and organic. I'm instantly drawn to anything ethereal. I feel very fortunate that I've had the opportunity to choose the place I want to live in-not all of us are so lucky. In my opinion, nature is the purest of these beauties. I will be sad to leave the dramatic Alps but look forward to the more abstract form that can be found in Vienna by appreciating architecture, museums, the old world, and the unconventional. Beauty doesn't always shine.
Looking back on something I've written in an old blog...
So, I'm not trying to sugarcoat anything here but I just choose to appreciate the rosiness while still keeping myself grounded and my head out of the clouds. Of course, this city also comes with downfalls like tourism and the overstimulation of souvenir stores in plenty (but hey, it provides the city with money to keep its galore)! It is a city of a couple million people so it has areas that the average tourist won't venture. The underground scene of Vienna is just as unique and representative of their culture as are the Klimts decorated in gold or the Opera intermissions illuminated by the reflections of champagne glasses that seem to glimmer with their little bubbles. This upcoming year I'd like to experience both of these cultures when I'm not hitting the books.
In my life facts are valued but I live for the emotions (the good ones!). I believe in loving things and loving others above oneself. This is where I find meaning in life. We must always try to understand each other rather than believing ourselves to be omniscient. If you hold on to your altruistic core values, you will attract other outstanding human beings. By living abroad and meeting many new people on a regular basis, I've quickly learned how to surround myself with truly good-natured friends and to hold on to those special relationships. Never keep someone around who makes you feel horrible! Sometimes people grow apart but if the relationship is worth anything then we must fight to keep it. Word of advice: snail mail shows so much more than any ole facebook message! But trust me I'm no perfect friend. There are times I look back on things and think "doh. I should've done this or that" or sometimes I write postcards with the intention of sending them about but never do...terrible! So a FB message will have to do at times ;) I tend to be my harshest critic. This past year in Innsbruck, I feel as if I spent more time on myself but it's really not about me, is it?
From one of my favorite shows, GIRLS:
III. Deeply Rooted:
It's kind of amazing that something you dreamed as a child is becoming true...it's really humbling. I couldn't have done any of this without the love and support of my family. This is the hardest thing about living my dream abroad-I'm away from them but for a time the sparrow must leave the nest to see what's out there.
Picture 2: Always fascinated by the globe
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